Next assignment for school is gona be CHINGAY. Yeay! I am so excited for it. And of course, there's gona be tutorial before we do their make up.

Tmr is another day of school and I heard we got some plans afterwhich? Ohh.. I wonder what it's gona be. :)

And Ashhy, what's the plan for tmr night? hehhe. Macam busy gitu kan. Lepas school nak keluar, malam nak keluar. Macam tak pakai duit gitu. hoohoo~

Yes, because I wana get myself occupied. I wana get over everything. To be frank, I am still in phobia with the things that happened to me recently. Well, whu wouldn't ya. I am still hurt, I am still angry, I get scared out of the sudden. And at times, I can just go crazy. True enough. And after telling my duckling on what exactly happened, I was super relieved. She's my soulmate tho. Only she knows how I exactly feel. And till now, I just wonder, why do I get all this? And yet, he is so proud about it. What do you get btw? Becoming a somebody? Gosh. You might never know what people is thinking about you boy. The main point here is, I am so disappointed, very.

So people around, please please don't trigger my anger switch alright. Just don't irritate me with unnecessary things. For now, I am not thinking straight. Really. I am the insane Izyan now. hahha~ Trust me.

ps : It hurts me more if I still hang on to the past. I should move on. I really should.

At school / People Association

The grps of malay girls. Left out, Sitty and Nani.

Lily. :) This is not the complete class photo. 4 missing.

At the People Association.

It was hectic but fun. A whole new experience. :)

Webcam pictures.

Now then I realise. Those pictures were taken on the same day because I am still wearing my school tee. hoohoo~

:)

Le Noir

( Ash Birthday )

Ashhy, the birthday girl. :)

The students from Cosmoprof. :)

*was taken before shit happen*

To my dearest Cloud, I thot when I have forgiven you, you would changed. But I was wrong. You are the one whu proved me wrong. You did it again and this time round, it was at Clarke Quay. You won't know how I felt at that point of time. But you make me to hate you even more. No, I never like treating you as my enemy but I felt so stupid to have ever love you like how I did before. I never ever thot someone whom I used to love so very much could treat me that way. And worst, you did it right infront of my friends. Well, if you don't have any respect for me, how would I even respect you. Cloud, I hope you would change for the better. I've given you face but you din want to appreciate it. Never. And this is what I get in returned. I just wonder why. One last thing, please don't bother me anymore.

And I would thank Ayouk for helping me. Thank you so very much.

ps : Everything is going down the drain. I know you would stray away from me. I can see with the way you reacted.

I could lie with all my words,

But one thing for sure, my heart won't lie.

And for now, I am in the confused state.

ps: If I love him, I should learnt to let him go. And if he comes back to me, it was just meant to be~