I am typing for the second time - someone accidently deleted my post. And now, I have got no mood to type what I have type previously.

Urgh!!

Just as I thot of lifting this weight off my chest, this person just add on to it.

 

FML!!

 

 

Hey lovelies.. Yeah, I know its been awhile since I last updated my page. And since I am so free today I decided to update this dusty page of mine. hahha. And ohh.. If ure asking about my man, yeah, he's around but busy watching his football match'es'. Ohh well, I am sooo used to it already. I remembered how furious I would be when he ditch me just because of his football match. But that was way before~ :)

 

Firstly, I would wana thank God for giving me the chance to taste this bit of happiness with my man. Yupp, I admit this wasnt easy tho. And I do admit as well that I almost give up on every thing. Well, who wouldnt. Any girls, ladies, woman wouldnt wana be in that kinda situation. Even if Mama is around, she would call me stupid for still hanging on to this relationship. But I am happy that I did not give up. I am happy that I am still with my man. I really am. Because somehow, it makes me realised that a father and daugther bonding cant be seperated eventho that child isnt urs. And with Haifa's presence, an intelligent girl I would say, it also changes on how I look at things. Not possibly 100% for now, I am still learning. She dont deserved what she's going thru. She deserved better than that. But well, God is fair enough. We wont know how her future gona be like. And who knows, her future would be much much better than our kids. All I can do for Haifa is to pray for the best for her. Insyaallah. I love her. I keep missing her. And I wish I could spent more time with her. Love you lil princess.

 

All I want is the happiness we having to last forever. Be it with the two of us, three of us or the four of us. It really doesnt matter. What it matter most, is the time we spare for the little ones and give the best for them and the rest of the time, will be mine and Shimi. So whats more I could have ask for. I dont mind if Haifa and Shifa doesnt come from me as long as they can accept me for being with their Dada and we have a great time as a whole family when we're out together. That is what needed most. Awww~ I am so in love with what I am having now. Alhamdulilah.

 

Afew lesson learnt along the way. Alot lar I would say. And like I said, I am still learning and still accepting every bit of it. Importantly, I really appreciates the patience that Shimi have to endure my sickening attitude. The patience he have to keep reminding me of 'stuffs'. The patience he have to tolerate with my negative point of view, the curse and swear. And up till now, yes I admit theres still this feeling of insecurities but I thank him as well for tolerating it. Well, I hope your patience is paid off ayang. hehhhe. My God, if you were to remind me of the things I did to you, yes, all that was more to ikotkan perasaan and obviously, kalau ingatkan balik confirm malu sendiri kan. So better not. hahhha. From the bottom of my heart, I love you Dada. You are my life. So as Haifa. :)

 

Well, here are some pictures of us. More on facebook. So, enjoy viewing. :)

 

Baby Nurshifa Naureen

Princess Nurhaifa Daneem

Haifa at the airport.

Haifa and Dada at Chinatown.

Makan time. :)

On our way to Kids eXplorer at Pasir Ris.

 

 

 

 

And lastly, myself and Shimi.

I love you Yayang. :)

 

 

Goodnight!

 

First thing first, yes I have remove my cbox due to some nuisance that have left unnecessary message on it. Well wait, eventho I looked like one, it is God creation. Kalau kau mengate aku mcm gitu, same juge dgn kau mengutuk ciptaanNya. So suck it in babe!

Secondly, I am 3 days jobless. hoohoo~ Ohh hell no, it is not a good thing ya. I have got bills to pay every month end. Will start job hunting on Monday. And ya, I need Aishah's thumbdrive to update my resume. *scratch head*

 

And thirdly, like finally, I permed my hair. Woots~ I am so loving it. Thanks to Dada for everything. Love ya!

 

... while Dada rebond his hair. :)

 

And this is the picture taken when I went for the interview at The Studio.

 

Crossing my fingers that they will call me for the second trial.

 

And to Cloud, I know you're not here to read my blog but whatever it is, Mama told me about you. Almost everything. Mama text me whenever she has something to tell. I heard about your operations and all. Just so you know, my bonding with Mama now is much much better than before. I could talk to her comfortably. I can even meet Daddy and Mama when you're not around. Anyway, I am sorry I can't pay you a visit as I am very busy with my life. Alot of things happened. And your letter, insyaallah I will reply you asap. Give me some time ya. And I hope so too you move on because I have already move on. Stop all your lies. You can say no when I asked whether you're attached to 'her' but well yes, I have know everything okay Syed Shirhan. Like I said, once a liar will always be a liar. And this is one of the foremost reason why I am not writting back to you. Why can't you come clean to me when I already did. So disappointed.

 

Well, that's about all. I am famished and exhausted after cleaning the whole house and do the laundries.

 

Izyan love Shimi whole loads okay and nothing can changed that. He is my man. :)

 

*smooches*

 

 

Ssshhhhh~ I have to type slowly as Dada is already soundly asleep. And furthermore tmr he has to work at 10am. Must wake him up at 9. :)

 

Well.. What did I do today. Urrmmm.. Basically do the laundries, changing of the mattress and pillow cover, clear the bins and shits ( hahha ) and cleared the dust from the fan. And not forgetting sit infront of the desktop to do some updates! hehhhe. Tak iphone, desktop, tuh jelar. Sampaikan Shimi says that I pay more attention to my phone rather than him. hoohoo. Bluek~

I promised to give you more attention okay Dada. And I did not realised that until he told me. Sorry~

 

:P

 

 

And here are some of the outdated pictures.

 

 

Dbl O

 

Izyan dh mabokk~ hahha.

 

 

Lola's Engagement Day

 

Dadan and Yayan.

From a lover to ex-boyfriend and now to friends. :)

Haziq, Lola's son. :)

The uncle teaches him to call me 'Aunty Yan MOK!' Pffftt~

 

 

Night's' at Bali Lane

There is more but on Sweetheart's phone. :)

 

The day he feels looking like a nerdy. :D

Mimi.

Hernie.

Ladies in black. :)

 

 

Candle Light Night

 

He places few candles all over the house to create a cosy and romantic night for a movie marathon. :)

So cosy that it makes me fall asleep on his lap. :)

 

 

Our Very First Date

We did not really go out for a date even before we were officially attached to each other. Funny ey. People says that we should study and know that one party during that dating period but for us we learnt about each other as we go ( during the relationship itself ). And until now we are still learning tho. And before, we only meet and spent time at Bali staring, looking, admiring and laughing at each. hoohoo~ It was a beautiful memory tho. I don't wish it to end. We start it bad and I pray that God permits us to grow old together. Insyaallah. Amin. ♥♥

 

Went to Nyai's place first to get some lauk. :)

Dada is a Japanese guy named Shimi San. :D

Lotsa FOODDD!

Accompany him at the arcade while waiting for show to start.

I find this cute. :P

 

And sorry Dada, I LOOVVVEEE to post candid pictures, esp yours. :) Because it is very difficult to take a proper picture of you. Geram aku~ hoohoo~

 

 

See how big Shiloh And Aiko have grown. :)

 

 

 

And some pictures taken at Baba's new palace

 

Baba room is so cold and that explained why I wrapped myself. :)

 

Okay done with the pictures. :)

 

Before I end, I just wana remind Dada that I love him so much. I may not show it but I really do. :)

 

 

Night Lovelies

 

Hisham careless accident on the Saturday night.

 

Hisham's injured thumb

Bandage hand.

There is more on his knee cap and shoulder.

 

Hope you recover soon Hisham. And thank God you are still breathing. hoohoo~ You do scare the hell out of us tho. Kakak panic nak mampos. Please don't do it again okay. :)

 

So, I spent the Saturday by going to Nyai's place, break fast there. Went home at about 10 plus and slept. But was awaken at midnight because Hisham gave us a great shock thus all of us hurried down to TTSH A&E. Waited a few hours there to get his x-ray and dressing done. And off to Adam's corner to have our late supper? hahs. And shits happen. And I don't wish to mention. :)

 

This is the worst weekend off, that is the only thing I could say.

 

Bye Lovelies.

 

*smooches*